Life meditation – Willing Heart – “Not-thinking, not Not-thinking.”
Not thinking
Not thinking about I and mine. Describes ego in two ways
Not not thinking
Directly aware spiritual intention
Together
Unite your power to directly live with pure willing heart.
In life when we think, we always do it through ego: I and my. What is good for me, what do I want what do I need and then what do I get, what belong to me, what kind of relationship to do with me?
So our thinking power is always limited in I and my ego.
It is the process of constantly changing, and also constantly searching for same subject: I and my.
It doesn’t mean you can’t think,
Not, not-thinking
Actually talk about philosophy is not for thinking only. So not to only think. Because in life you still have to aware. If your not aware you cause a lot of danger and trouble for yourself.
Purify yourself aware eternal truth of philosophy will not change by any angle, time or space. Becaue it is complete truth and you don’t want to aware of it then you are blind, cause more trouble for yourself. So you do have to aware of the eternal truth.
So not, Not-thinking means you do have to be awre from your brain thinking and by subconsciousness and hidden consciousness which is the information inside of you that you don’t even know. This comes from your past lives.
When you are born you already have a direction: maybe artist, or play music, dancer, be a businessman, famous, so wsnt different wants. Look at twins or quintuplets, all different. Different hidden information, so talents going andto be and abilities going to be different, choices and feelings also.
So when all this hidden information (hidden consciousness), all your automatic actions and reactions (subconsciousness) and all your thinking, logic through your brain and language start to think(brain consciousness) – when thye are all united together you are sure to aware the truth of life, that is called Not-thinking.
Because thinking is part of it, so its not no thinking, but it is not limited in thinking. So not either way. Its united together. When your concentration is that high you reach meditation level called not thinking, not not thinking. It’s a description of meditation concentration levels when you directly aware of the truth of life.
How to know if that stage appear?
You don’t actually try to thinking anymore, you just have sure heart, and that heart is called willing heart. Its called sincere heart.
So Amitabha Buddha system you want to learn next lifetime no more come to earth which has a lot of suffering, you want to go to a lifestyle they already design with perfect intention no suffering there. And they already accept consciousness who have intention not want to bring any suffering to anyone so want to change your life connection to be born, not like earth style into a pure land you have to use Not thinking, not not thinking that level of concentration to follow 3 conditions to bow to ask Amitabha Buddha accept you as a student,
When that stage appear, you still aware of the idea, but not just thinking about it, its from 3 levels directly so sure about it, that power is very high level so you have to learn to practice to get higher towards it.
Normal life when there is a negative ego and I and my this kind of possessive greedy intention come to me, make me start to think nonsense, then use first one. Then directly use 2nd one, your concentrated power, your willing heart, then aaaah no worry anymore, you know in your heart your essence of these three united is your heart and is the essence. “I know my heart is pure, want good intention towards every life, not bring any suffering. I want to be reborn into a place where I can learn perfect wisdom with spiritual consciousness. I want to learn develop wisdom to be awakened. You know your heart is like that and then you just follow that.
You don’t let nonsense thinking control you and then you use another nonsense thinking to clean it. Its called cleaning muddy face with dirt. You cant figure out anyway they all connected and they all create more.
Simple, back to essence with all 3 consicousness aware that perfect life come from perfect intention. Make sure intention stay open, good, loving , kind and care towards everylife. Make sure you want to develop all wisdom higher. When your heart is that then it will grow. Then you don’t have to think anymore because all your strebgth united in that direction and your heart is sure.
All worries will attack you, all trouble wull still test you, all negative feeling still pop up, every day, every second, but you start to learn the stronger power, to clean out, is not vene try to play around with it, it is directly create positive spiritual intention, 4 eternal heart.
Start with yourself first, find balance. Cant blame other people because it is your own choice, your own freedom. If you really have wisdom to care others then surely you first have wisdom to care for yourself and stay in balance ☺ Make sure your heart doesn’t want to get lost, greedy and get lost create suffering.
Remember 25% of spiritual heart is enjoy life ☺ bur in a wise way. Meaningful, good for yourself, good for others, not just now but for eternity.
When your heart is aware of that then you are aware of the life meditation of Not-thinking, Not Not thinking. Directly living in a pure willing heart. Willing heart not have to think, aware directly.
For example:
My leg is curved and the curve connection into my foot create pain. So instead of complain or see doctor and stuck in negative. I directly try to aware my foot position straighter and release the tension so over time it corrects into a balanced position. So use wisdom and try to do best to make better and better. Pain gone eventually.
Intention not to hurt any life: feel even insect can feel suffering too. Even you kill an insect, call Hell Bodhisattva name, help them create a karma for next lifetime out of that. Get smashed is not nice and life where you suck blood and then die is meaningless too.
Human style understanding of god is they should do everything for us. But truly if they do that then you complain that you not free!
Even if your life is perfect you still have so many tests. It doesn’t work that way. Life is perfect when you have perfect power to keep it perfect! You need willing heart.
I trust god, go to heaven, blind belief. Amitabha Buddha system is a no suffering school. You are there learning how to understand the system of life how it works and then once you aware, control it in harmony, with good intention, with art and beauty, control it with incredible fantastic new ideas to bring the excitement and joy and pleasure all positive and wonderful feelings to yourself and everyone. Every consciousness there is doing that. They take responsibility to create joy, to share good intention, they take opportunity to enjoy learning everything life can help them aware life more.
If you get tricked, don’t blame others. You stay same level that way. I keep tricking you and see how you break it.
Don’t get lost by negative, call Amitabha Buddha name and put concentration into good things. Think about philosophy, thinkin about how to develop more awareness, physical Taiji or healing, or philosophy, help someone clean pollution, clean ego, become more open heart. Concentrate other?
In that moment I can only choose one side – follow philosophy, follow negative.
Example: When Sifu points negative always point to this side of room, Red Bull – follow feeling or follow philosophy.
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