How to clean out your karma
I have an ability for meditation that sometimes I can’t explain.
It’s quite a special ability.
Sometimes I am able to love every life and let myself be free from all stress.
Really take everything light and empty.
That ability is harder for me when you are all here with me, because here I need an ‘I’ to connect with all you.
When I am alone observing that, I have no need for an ‘I’.
I become empty, no need for character, also able to see through every role, every character.
Its just like a big theatre actually.
It’s fun once you can see through it, like the show of life.
That ability I don’t know how to teach.
But I can explain the philosophy and then you can discover and find the ability for yourself.
<Plays the Heart Sutra music lightly in the background>
The title is also the final – the fastest way to help any life understand the Eternal Truth of life.
Observing Self Being Bodhisattva deeply observes, self, being.
Self being has two parts.
The first is like an ocean, wave up, wave down, that is one kind of being. An ocean being.
So if wave up is to be born, and wave down is to die, then the wave cycle is one lifetime.
But before the wave up and wave down, water is already there. Water then has no beginning, no end, it is never born and it never dies.
And we only understand life from the first part of this being – called the illusion of changing. Every change surely has an essence. And the essence cannot be born because if something is to be born, it surely was not the essence.
Then if something can be born, and after it is born you say – “that is the essence” then what is to be born? It has to be something to be born from there going to be born.
So your essence, your true self exists without any of this. The essence can never be born but still you create the illusion you are going to feel can be born, and can die, deeply aware of this with every sense.
Sometimes when I observe the philosophy from being all the illusion, observing all the waves, understand the essence is not this. What is all this being illusion, this is not the water, not the essence.
So observing from the essence:
- Whatever “I” am – was never born.
- Whatever was ‘born’ – is not even me.
But I am connected to that temporary identity, temporary illusion I.
And Observing Self Being Bodhisattva through that observation realize the 5 developments are all empty because whatever is to be born, they receive and create what ever they are aware of. It is an illusion of illusions, because whatever you can see, smell, hear, taste, touch, think about, is your own creation through lights and materials and through your sense organs and through that ability behind the sense. Those three joined together created by your feelings, and that is how we call reality and life.
And Observing Self Being Bodhisattva, realize that and aware they are all empty.
So whatever we try hard to take serious is a joke because it is like we are in a dream and we try to be serious. Doesn’t matter how serious we try, a serious dream?! It makes no sense at all.
When I am able to be aware of that I start to laugh at everything about life and start to feel free.
And that freedom ability I can’t give to you, and I don’t know how to teach you. But the Heart Sutra is teaching you about understanding you true self and to see through illusion.
Like a lot of the time I have negative feelings that come to my life. It’s normal.
Wake up, first thing is grumpy, no one massage me, where is breakfast, hot spring! Argggh! Being fussy and grumpy! But if I follow that it just make life worse.
So able to laugh at it, and all negative feelings and know that laugh and not follow it is to create positive. It is simple as the only way to purify the dust. In the end I just create that loving feeling and wise feeling want to treat every life around me with open heart to observe and see if they are open heart with me and do my best to enjoy life and care for them.
And that power in Heart Sutra, teach once you understand life is illusion just don’t want to follow that negative illusion, blind, greed anymore.
You just directly start to create 4 Eternal Hearts. Then 6 Bodhisattva characters naturally appear.
All the good characters appear because your intention already wise and that is how 6 Bodhisattva characters can be developed so like me, realize all the negative is not necessary, laugh at it and concentrate want to be open heart generous toward everyone and show true care in a wise way.
That procedure itself will create power inside of you – from lost in blind creation from own ego and everyone else’s ego in mess world. You become sharp and clear.
You don’t even have to clean it, don’t even have to face it, or fight to it, by another I to make already so much ego even more ego.
And then in Buddhism there is one part they kind of laugh at every life,
Buddha says every life is truly free like me, but they would rather create a lot of suffering, a lot of blind doubt, create possessive to something not even possible to be possessive to, not even see through illusion – finally they make a big theatre and a lot of suffering comes, then they have to gain the wisdom, and to learn the wisdom to get rid of suffering. The whole process is a contradiction suffering
If they had the wisdom not to create the first suffering they wouldn’t need to learn the wisdom to release the suffering 🙂
Humans love drama – first they create all the trouble, then they learn how to clean out all the trouble, then they think they so successful, in the end they think they have power to clean out but instead they just put more ego into it. It is only realize see through it not even want to involve with it, just create wise and joyful, whether or not it is involved, the power of life remains.
You cannot have no desire, so I don’t want desire in a blind way, but desire want to exist is every life, so desire is normal. It is only when we are using it to create suffering for ourselves that we need to observe and not follow. Every life does this anyway automatically all the time.
Observing Self Being Bodhisattva is aware of all this illusion ego trick and the nonsense disappears because he doesn’t want to join this illusion. The power of life stays, the essence, water, remains. He instead is going to create a joyful way, then he create Four Eternal Hearts. Life is no more about chasing outside, it’s about checking inside – checking: “Oh, is my heart still see through it is all illusion, is my heart still truly open to care for every life. And when they do that, the power of observation to remain pure becomes stronger and stronger. Then fear disappear.
Once they know their natural good intention stay – it’s only we have bad intention then we think bad things can happen that is where all bad karma starts, because we see that bad intention is inside, listen to it, take it serious, instead just not listen. But they do and then they start to worry, everybody do that, then they create that kind of world, then there is walls and distrust
Observing Self Being Bodhisattva aware of this and no more want to follow and not to join illusion games anymore, know that to go against them or correct them is another illusion game, another ego.
So Observing Self Being Bodhisattva in the end only Observing Self Being.
By truly observing self being see if your heart is truly open, truly wise, truly caring, and they will say you will learn equal caring heart in an unequal world.
You don’t get equal heart in an equal world, because if the world is all equal you would not even know what to learn. There is no such thing as not equal to learn anymore so you not even know not equal exist. So once you know it is all different , but you still can remain every life is the same, they all looking to be free, joy and out of suffereing, you are aware that is your life, that is your heart that is every life is equal heart in a non equal heart. That wisdom make your equal caring heart develop and become a natural character, 6 bodhisattva characters, 4 eternal hearts, because that is your intention, then all the worry stop, because worry is opposite power of this.
When your heart naturally care for every life there is no time to worry there is no space to worry. Worry only when you take yourself as main iimportace. When unequal heart, judgemental heart, searching heart, comparing heart all there, worry appear non stop. And again for Observing Self Being Bodhisattva know that judgemental heart, searching heart is illusion. And knowing it gets trapped, it gets polluted by that blind habit so not to follow it. But through observing it, then right away I observe that blindness, I am not that blind habit, it create awakening from that Observing Self Being can become Bodhisattva.
They say there is no ego to clean, it’s only ego that thinks it needs to be cleaned.
And there no greed, it’s the greed to want to get rid of greed, that creates that greed.
And then Observing Self Being Bodhisattva, how through observing self being he become aware the 5 developments are empty. Whatever our feeling, we have to have some power to receive something, and then create something so our feelings basically means we already exist. We exist as a power to receive information and then another proof is that we not only receive information we actually have feeling towards that information, light on we call that brightness or light off we call that darkness. We not only receive it we have feeling towards it as well.
Start to aware every feeling is through that procedure then we blindly don’t know what we receive, we just think we know. Truly what is lights?
We feel it is bright but what is it? Lihgt is never bright, because brightness is illusion of illusion. Light itself in space before it touch anything was never bright. So we are living in illusions of illusions.
What is colour? Do you see the blue? In fact that is not blue, it means that material bounced all the blue colour to your eyes it actually reflect / refuse that clour, it means it is not that colour. So whatever we see and think what is it, it is the opposite of what is appears. And that is how blind we are, just with those four, feeling brightness, light, colour, … 20:09mn….
Observing Self Being Bodhisatva through observing the 5 developments, this procedure consciousness how it receive blindness, blindly act, then create all kind of feelings it is nonsense but also don’t want to have another ego to stop that nonsense it is like create a lot of suffering, then have to learn a lot of wisdom to clean out the suffering – that is the difficult part.
How did he find the answer?
Question:
Our blind habit is to create a lot of suffering, then we have to learn create the wisdom to get out of that – we are stuck in that, how do we get out of that!
Answer:
<GD Referring to his Samoa meditation, back to his joyful essence no worry, not have to clean it>
How to clean out
Family karma – clean out – how it is an illusion.
Money / economic value is an illusion.
Once you can see through those two illusion then you can see through your own worry and fear traps you to it all.
Question: How to release family attachment suffering?
Family
- Only reason that those lives are connected to you is through blind desire. They have suffering? Yes, then they have blindness. If they create a life and don’t aware of any eternal wisdom, then surely they stuck in causation, blind desire.
- Try to play double identity with my sister and mother, If I had never met this man or woman or boy or girl, how I act towards them. But also, I know deep down they have some parts are good person and beautiful heart, I will still be nice to them.
- So I nice to them because they actually nice person, not because they are related to me. More truthful and honest, and care for them because I can see the good parts which I like.
- I can see the blind part, but I am not here to teach them so just let them be.
Body
- You know your consciousness already create the body and the energy run, and the energy running if you don’t play with it roooooaghhhhhh it become arghhhhhh then flow your energy and
Family
- If you want to stay eternal blindness karma then take family as important
- Sorry to tell you are an accident, basically your parents were blind and had no idea what they were doing.
Sharing: Once you feel that chasing and holding anything is not possible, true sharing will appear. I don’t feel I own any student, and I don’t feel any student own me. That’s why I feel my heart is open, heart feel free, that is the main importance.
So once you understand see through your family blind karma, you still have to have right attitude towards those consciousness. Kind and care towards every consciousness. How would you true care about them as a stranger. But because you have a relationship with them, in a relationship system, you still have to feel them. Convenient kindness, they are not aware of the truth of life. Seed is not ready to grow, don’t dig it out. Don’t put more ego into it.
See connection to https://secrettruthoflife.com/2016/07/16/how-to-be-happy/
If you born as a king or a prince that is not always a good thing – it means you have a lot of power, but you can use to create a lot of good karma or bad karma.
See connection to https://secrettruthoflife.com/2016/07/16/how-to-be-free-from-your-greed/
From a class from Forever Wisdom Forest on the 20th of September 2014
